ANNETTE, YOU WANTED A CHILD, DIDN'T YOU?
SO, IF YOU REALLY WANT TO RAISE ONE--
...NO.
THAT'S ALRIGHT.
YOU DIDN'T WANT ONE, AFTER ALL.
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HAVING A CHILD WITH ME?
YOU DIDN'T.
THE CHILD WAS BETTER OFF NOT BEING BORN.
...WHAT DO YOU MEAN.
THE CHILD WOULD HAVE BEEN UNHAPPY ANYWAY.
RAISED IN A LOVELESS HOME, HAUNTED BY THE ROZENBERG NAME.
I TOOK MEDICATION FREQUENTLY DURING MY PREGNANCY TOO.
BESIDES, AREN'T YOU ACTUALLY GLAD?
ANNETTE, I...
I JUST--
NEVER...
I HAD NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT CHILDREN BEFORE.
THE DOCTORS SAID IT WOULD BE DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO GET PREGNANT,
AND YOU DIDN’T CONCEIVE FOR FOUR YEARS EITHER...
IS THAT SO?
ANYWAY, IT'S BETTER FOR YOU, ISN'T IT?
AFTER ALL, IT WOULDN'T BE GREAT FOR YOUR POLITICAL STANDING EITHER.
A CHILD WITH ANNETTE.
A CHILD BORN TO A WOMAN I HATE... PROBABLY WOULDN’T RECEIVE MY LOVE.
IN MANY WAYS THE MISCARRIAGE IS A BLESSING IN DISGUISE.
TO ME, TO THE CHILD, AND TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT ME.
BUT...
BUT YOU WANTED A CHILD, DIDN’T YOU?
SO WHAT?
WHETHER I WANTED ONE OR NOT,
WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH YOU?
ANNETTE, THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT...
SO THEN WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
I WAS JUST SAYING THAT SINCE YOU WANTED ONE...
...ADOPTION WAS ALSO AN OPTION--
I DON'T WANT ONE ANYMORE!
I DON'T!
I DON'T NEED CHILDREN, OKAY?!
IT ALL WORKED OUT, DIDN'T IT?!
I SAID I'M FINE! SO WHY ARE YOU...
PLEASE LEAVE. I NEED TO BE ALONE.
HAAA...
RIGHT. IT WAS ALL MY OWN GREED.
WHETHER IT WAS BECAUSE OF LONELINESS OR DESPERATION,
OR SIMPLY BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE HIM.
A CHILD BORN THAT WAY WOULD HAVE FACED A COLD, HARSH WORLD.
BECAUSE OF MY, ANNETTE ROZENBERG'S, BLOOD.
THIS IS RIGHT. THE CHILD WASN'T MEANT TO BE BORN INTO THIS WORLD.
BUT WHY IS IT...
WHY DOES IT FEEL...
LIKE THERE IS A GAPING, COLD HOLE IN MY HEART?
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THE BLEEDING HAS STOPPED TODAY, AND THE GUNSHOT WOUND IS ALMOST RECOVERED,
SO SHE IS FINE TO LEAVE ANYTIME AFTER TOMORROW.
THANK YOU.
AND AS YOU REQUESTED,
I LOOKED INTO THE PRESCRIBED MEDICATION...
XYNAZEL IS CONTRAINDICATED FOR EARLY PREGNANCY.
DID YOUR PHYSICIAN NOT MENTION THE POSSIBILITY OF PREGNANCY BEFORE PRESCRIBING?
THE SYMPTOMS YOU MENTIONED ARE COMMON IN PREGNANT WOMEN...
YOU STOPPED MENSTRUATING TOO.
...NOT REALLY.
HMMM. I SEE...
I ALSO PRESCRIBED YOU A DIFFERENT SEDATIVE FOR NOW.
ALONG WITH A DIFFERENT MEDICATION FOR YOUR MIGRAINES...
SO THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TAKING ALL THIS TIME.
THOUGH IT DOESN’T MATTER ANYMORE.
...I WILL...
...HIRE A NEW PHYSICIAN.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO.
DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES HE'S SEEN YOU?
THE FACT THAT HE DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE YOU WERE PREGNANT--
IT'S OKAY. I DON'T REALLY CARE...
WHY ARE YOU SAYING THAT? WHY?!
WHAT DOES IT MATTER TO YOU?
IF YOU'RE GOING TO FIRE HIM, DO IT.
MY OPINION DOESN'T MATTER ANYWAY, DOES IT?
ANNETTE, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU IS...
UNFORTUNATE. I'M TRULY SORRY IT HAPPENED.
IT SOUNDS LIKE A CONSOLATION TO SOMEONE HE BARELY KNOWS.
I DON'T EVEN DESPISE HIM OR FEEL ANGRY ANYMORE.
EVERYTHING JUST FEELS FUTILE.
I WANT TO BE DISCHARGED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
YOU STILL NEED MORE REST.
YOU ALSO NEED PSYCHOLOGICAL COUNSELING...
THAT'S ALRIGHT.
I WANT TO BE DISCHARGED WHEN THE PAPERS ARE READY.
...I'LL SEE TO IT.
...YOUR RING.
WHERE'S YOUR RING?
OH.
...I GUESS THERE'S NO NEED FOR EXCUSES.
I JUST... TOOK IT OFF.
IT'S POINTLESS NOW.
GET SOME REST.
THE MISCARRIAGE WAS KEPT UNDER WRAPS,
BUT THERE WAS NO WAY TO PREVENT THE SHOOTING FROM BEING PUBLICIZED.
JUST BE AWARE THAT THERE ARE REPORTERS OUTSIDE.
THIS IS A MAN WHO JUST WATCHED WHEN THE MEDIA TORE ME APART.
I GUESS HAVING MY LIFE THREATENED IS A DIFFERENT MATTER.
I'VE MOVED ALL YOUR BELONGINGS TO THE CAR.
LET'S GO.
DON'T ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS.
THEY'RE JUST TRYING TO GET A PIECE OF THE ACTION.
...OKAY.
THEY'RE HERE!!!
GET PICTURES!!!
LOOK THIS WAY PLEASE!
WAS IT MRS. WALDEMAR'S INTENTION TO KEEP THE MEDICAL RECORDS PRIVATE?!
IT'S BEEN SUGGESTED THAT THIS SHOOTING IS DUE TO A GRUDGE,
DO YOU HAVE ANY SUSPICIONS ABOUT THE SUSPECT?
WILL YOU NOT BE HOLDING ANY INTERVIEWS?
DO YOU KNOW THE SUSPECT?
WHY WERE YOU AT THE SCENE OF THE CRIME?
WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED?
MADAM!
MRS. WALDEMAR!
I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO YOU, MA'AM!!!
I AM...
...THE SISTER OF THE DEFENDANT, DAVID BERKEL!
Annette and her husband have a harsh confrontation over the baby she lost. As he mentions adoption, Annette screams that she no longer wants a child and throws him out of the room. Left alone, she questions her own greed and feels a cold emptiness in her heart. The doctor explains that the gunshot wound has healed and that she used Xynazel, which is forbidden in pregnancy. Removing her ring, Annette is discharged and walks through reporters as the sister of defendant David Berkel appears.
