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Our Guild's Idol — Chapter 44

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Dialogue Transcript

Dialogue Transcript Our Guild's Idol — Chapter 44 150

I FAILED TO MAKE THE DEBUT CUT.

END-OF-MONTH EVALUATION RESULTS - NOVEMBER

End-of-Month Evaluation Results - November

Jihyeon Yeon

I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT.

JIWON!

JIWON!

THE WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN FOR JIHYEON THAT DAY...

...BUT AN UNEXPECTED GESTURE OF KINDNESS HELPED HIM PULL HIMSELF TOGETHER PRETTY QUICKLY.

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JUST BECAUSE YOU GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM DOESN'T MEAN YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS OVER.

IF YOU KEEP PUSHING FORWARD, YOU'LL FIND MORE THINGS TO LIVE FOR.

SOMETIMES, YOU JUST HAVE TO LET GO AND

HEY!

TELL ME YOUR NAME.

I'LL LOOK FOR YOU WHEN YOU DEBUT.

...WHAT?

JIHYEON WAS BAFFLED.

DID YOU, BY ANY CHANCE...

HE COULDN'T GET THE WORDS OUT PROPERLY.

NO. WHATEVER IT WAS, IT WASN'T SOMETHING TO DISCUSS HERE.

WAIT, LET'S GET GOING FIRST.

WE'LL LEAVE AND

AJIN BAE!

JUST WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING?

UH...

...JUST A SEC.

THAT'S MY LITTLE BROTHER.

OH,

SURE.

WHY...

WHY IS HE HERE OF ALL PLACES?!

AN OFFLINE MEETING WITH SOMEONE YOU MET THROUGH A GAME?

HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MARBLES?

I HAVE TO SMOOTH THIS OVER SOMEHOW WITHOUT TELLING HIM THE TRUTH!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

WHAT ABOUT YOUR CLASSES?

WHO IS THAT?

THAT GUY WITH YOU.

FAILED TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT

HE'S AN ACQUAINTANCE.

DOES THAT ACQUAINTANCE HAVE A NAME?

...YEAH, BUT IT'S NOT LIKE YOU'D KNOW EVEN IF I TOLD YOU!

YOU DO KNOW YOU HAVE A VERY SMALL SOCIAL CIRCLE, DON'T YOU?

WHAT?!

I MEAN, YEAH, BUT I STILL HAVE PEOPLE YOU DON'T KNOW!

DID HE HEAR ME?

HE'S SOMEONE I MET AT UNI... THROUGH ONE OF MY CLASSES...

OH.

SO YOU MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND BE ON YOUR WAY.

WHAT UNIVERSITY DO YOU GO TO? WHAT'S YOUR MAJOR?

!!!

AND WHY ARE YOU HIDING YOUR FACE SO MUCH?

HEY!

THAT'S RUDE! DON'T PICK A FIGHT WITH HIM!

WHAT'S GOING ON?

A FIGHT?

NEVER MIND, AND CUT IT OUT WITH THE QUESTIONS.

YOU'VE GOT HIM WAITING FOR ME...

...SO LEAVE.

WE WILL NOW HAVE THE FRESHMAN CLASS REPRESENTATIVE, AJIN BAE, MAKE A PLEDGE ON BEHALF OF THE NEW STUDENTS!

YOUR SISTER'S AMAZING, ISN'T SHE?

YOU SHOULD LEARN FROM HER TOO.

IF ANYONE NEEDS TO STOP HERE...

...IT'S YOU.

THERE'S A LIMIT TO HOW PATHETIC YOU CAN BE, YOU KNOW.

SO SHUT UP AND FOLLOW ME BEFORE I LOSE MY PATIENCE AND SAY SOMETHING WORSE.

...DO YOU HAVE TO GO?

...YEAH, BUT JUST A MOMENT. I JUST NEED TO CHAT WITH HIM FOR A BIT...

I'M SORRY...

THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANTED TO SHOW BLOOMIE.

YOU MET THAT GUY LAST TIME YOU WENT OUT TOO, DIDN'T YOU?

...I'M TELLING YOU, HE'S NOT STRANGE OR SHADY AT ALL.

Blue

I'M NOT SOME KID WHO FOLLOWS ANYONE FOR A LOLLIPOP. I HAVE COMMON SENSE, YOU KNOW.

SURE, LET'S SAY YOU DO.

BUT ARE YOU SURE THIS IS THE RIGHT TIME TO BE DOLLED UP AND OUT DATING GUYS?

WHY DO YOU CARE?

AND WHY ARE YOU BEING SO NOSY?

OH, SO FIRST I'M PICKING A FIGHT WITH THE GUY, AND NOW I'M BEING NOSY?

ENOUGH OF THIS BULLS***.

IF YOU DON'T WANT ME IN YOUR BUSINESS, AT LEAST LEARN TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST.

IF YOU CAN STAND ON YOUR OWN, NO ONE WOULD GIVE A F*** ABOUT YOUR LIFE...

WHETHER YOU PLAY GAMES ALL DAY OR DATE SOMEONE.

... I SAID I'M RETURNING TO SCHOOL, DIDN'T I?

YEAH, SO?

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER GRADUATION?

GOT ANY JOBS LINED UP FOR YOU? ANY PLANS?

SEE?

PATHETIC, LIKE I SAID.

YET YOU'RE LOOKING TO TROUBLE SOMEONE NEW?

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS, YOU KNOW.

YOU'VE SUFFOCATED PEOPLE ENOUGH, WITH ALL THE MOPING AND CRYING IN YOUR ROOM EVERY DAY.

DO YOU KNOW WHY I HATE BEING HOME THESE DAYS? IT'S BECAUSE OF YOUR SORRY A**.

BUT YOU DON'T CARE, DO YOU?

YEAH?

I'LL BE BACK IN A SEC. WHY?

YEAH.

MOM ISN'T GIVING YOU SPACE.

SHE'S BIDING HER TIME, LOOKING FOR A CHANCE TO DUMP YOU.

SO IF YOU WANT HER SUPPORT UNTIL YOU GRADUATE, KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN.

DON'T WASTE TIME OUTSIDE DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT, AND REFLECT ON YOUR LIFE FOR A CHANGE.

SEE FOR YOURSELF WHAT YOU ARE NOW.

I KNOW.

I KNOW WHAT I AM.

A DEADWEIGHT TO THIS FAMILY.

A USELESS, PATHETIC LOSER.

I ENDED UP LIKE THAT AT SOME POINT, AND I COULD NEVER UNDO IT.

BUT I...

I...

...I GUESS I STILL FORGET THAT WHENEVER I'M GIVEN A CHANCE.

I'M SORRY...

SHE FELT SORROW.

NOT BECAUSE OF HOW SHARP HER BROTHER'S WORDS WERE...

...BUT BECAUSE THEY WERE UNDENIABLE TRUTHS.

BECAUSE SHE HAD ONCE BELIEVED SHE WOULD BECOME A FINE ADULT...

STUDENT

...ONLY TO END UP AS SHE IS NOW.

BECAUSE HER FAILURE COST HER YOUNGER BROTHER,

LEAVING HIM STRANDED WITHOUT ANYONE TO LEAN ON.

BECAUSE HER MOTHER DIDN'T LOVE HER.

MOM ISN'T GIVING YOU SPACE.

SHE'S BIDING HER TIME, LOOKING FOR A CHANCE TO DUMP YOU.

SO WHO WAS I KIDDING...

...WHEN I THOUGHT I COULD START AGAIN AFTER GETTING SOME PETTY SECRETS OFF MY CHEST?

WITH BLOOMIE, NO LESS?

WHOSE LIFE WAS I PLANNING TO DESTROY NOW, AFTER BRINGING RUIN TO MY OWN FAMILY?

AH...

WAIT, THIS PLACE...

...WHERE AM I?

I'LL BE WAITING IN MY CAR.

CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE FINISHED, OKAY?

I'LL HEAD OVER TO THAT BUS STATION...

THE ONE WE WERE STANDING BY EARLIER.

OH...

I'M SORRY...

I GOT LOST ON THE WAY...

NO, I...

I RAN TOO FAR AND...

...I WANTED TO CALL...

BUT MY PHONE...

I COULDN'T FIND IT, SO...

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I THINK AJIN REALLY STRUGGLES TO EXPRESS HERSELF.

MA'AM...

WITH ALL DUE RESPECT, ISN'T AN OBEDIENT CHILD BETTER THAN A STUBBORN, RUDE ONE?

PARDON?

BUT I KNOW WHERE YOU'RE COMING FROM.

BEING INDECISIVE COULD LEAVE A BAD IMPRESSION ON OTHERS, AFTER ALL.

I'LL TEACH HER BETTER NEXT TIME.

Chapter Summary

Our Guild's Idol Chapter 44 follows Ajin Bae as her meeting is ambushed by her younger brother, who accuses her of meeting a strange man from a game. He scolds her for having no job or plans after graduation, says she suffocates the family with moping, and warns their mother is waiting to cut her off. Crushed because his words feel true, Ajin calls herself a deadweight and spirals with guilt before tearfully apologizing for keeping her companion waiting after getting lost without her phone.

Chapter Analysis: Our Guild's Idol — Chapter 44

Chapter Analysis Our Guild's Idol — Chapter 44
Our Guild's Idol Chapter 44 opens with a painful memory of Jihyeon Yeon failing to make the debut cut on the November end-of-month evaluation, his world crashing down until a stranger's kindness about not giving up on life helps him pull himself together. In the present, Ajin Bae is stopped mid-escape when her little brother calls out her name, demanding to know why she is at an offline meeting with someone she met through a game. She scrambles to smooth things over without telling the truth, insisting the man with her is just an acquaintance she met at university through one of her classes, while her brother interrogates him about his university, major, and hidden face. The confrontation of Our Guild's Idol Chapter 44 quickly turns from embarrassing to brutal when her brother pulls her aside and refuses to drop it. He accuses her of being dolled up to date guys, argues that if she could stand on her own no one would care whether she plays games all day or dates someone, and presses her about having no jobs lined up or plans after graduation. A flashback to Ajin as freshman class representative making a pledge sharpens the contrast, showing how she was once held up as the amazing sister he should learn from. Now he calls her pathetic, says her moping and crying has suffocated the family and made him hate being home, and warns that their mom is not giving her space but biding her time to dump her. Crushed because his words feel like undeniable truths rather than just insults, Ajin internalizes everything as proof she is a deadweight to the family and a useless loser who left her brother stranded. She spirals into guilt over failing to become a fine adult and questions how she thought confessing secrets to Bloomie could let her start again. Left dazed and lost without her phone, she tearfully apologizes to her waiting companion for running too far and getting lost, ending Our Guild's Idol Chapter 44 on a note of sorrow and fragile accountability rather than resolution.