UGH...
HAA...
AH...!
AH, I'M EXHAUSTED...
HEY, CAN I GET SOME WATER?
C'MON~ WATER~
CAN'T YOU GET IT YOURSELF?
HEHE.
BUT SERIOUSLY.
ARE YOU REALLY NOT GOING TO DATE ANYONE?
...I'D NEED SOMEONE I ACTUALLY WANT TO DATE FOR THAT.
AH... WHAT WAS YOUR IDEAL TYPE AGAIN?
A GUY THAT TRIGGERS YOUR PROTECTIVE INSTINCTS?
BUT TO NEED YOUR PROTECTION, A GUY'S HEIGHT WOULD HAVE TO BE...
LIKE, 4 FOOT 7, RIGHT?
FUCK OFF...
WHAT ABOUT ME?
DON'T I TRIGGER THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR PROTECTIVE INSTINCTS?
OW!
HURRY UP AND GET OUT. I HAVE THINGS TO DO.
ugh, fuck. Are you crazy?
...HAA...
OH, SHE'S HERE.
HEY! OVER HERE!
HAS IT REALLY BEEN A YEAR SINCE YOU GRADUATED?
HAVE YOU LOST WEIGHT? YOU NEVER REACH OUT, YOU KNOW. SAID WORK WAS TOO CRAZY!
I WAS BUSY, SORRY.
THIS GIRL IS ALWAYS SAYING SHE'S BUSY.
Hehehe.
IS EVERYONE HERE?
YOU WERE THE LAST ONE WE WERE WAITING ON.
YOU WERE LIKE THIS BACK IN COLLEGE, TOO.
THE MAIN CHARACTER IS ALWAYS SUPPOSED TO BE FASHIONABLY LATE...
OH, DOWON!
IF DOWON ASKED YOU OUT, WOULD YOU BREAK UP WITH CHOI JINWOO?
ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? WTF... I'D HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT.
HI.
HELLO...
DAMN, LISTEN TO HER VOICE CHANGE...
IT'S BEEN A WHILE, EVERYONE.
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?
MIND IF I SIT NEXT TO YOU?
AH... GO AHEAD.
...THIS IS UNCOMFORTABLE...
HE'S FROM A WEALTHY CHAEBOL-LEVEL FAMILY, GOT HANDSOME LOOKS, AND HE'S TALL.
PLUS, A SWEET PERSONALITY.
How was that thing from last time?
oh! It was really good, man.
HE'S THE KIND OF MAN NO WOMAN WOULD TURN DOWN.
FOR WHATEVER REASON,
HE SEEMED TO KEEP SHOWING INTEREST IN ME BEFORE GRADUATION,
SO I FIRMLY REJECTED HIM...
EVEN IF THIS GUY FOUND OUT ABOUT MY KINKS,
WOULD HE STILL HAVE A SMILE LIKE THAT ON HIS FACE...?
I LIKED GUYS ROMANTICALLY,
BUT FOR SOME REASON, I WAS NEVER REALLY INTERESTED IN NORMAL SEX WITH THEM.
THAT IS, UNTIL I RANDOMLY STUMBLED ACROSS
THAT VIDEO ON THE INTERNET.
...SO YOU CAN DO IT LIKE THIS, TOO?
...HOWEVER,
FEMALE AND MALE ROLES ARE PRETTY STRICTLY DIVIDED IN THIS SOCIETY.
when you get married, I bet you'll treat your wife like an absolute queen.
IT'S THE SAME FOR ROLES IN THE BEDROOM.
MOST OF THE TIME, GUYS I MEET END UP HEADING FOR THE HILLS.
YOU KNOW WHAT, FORGET IT. LET'S JUST BREAK UP.
AFTER BREAKING UP WITH MY LONG-TERM BOYFRIEND WHO PUT UP WITH EVERYTHING,
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I TRIED MEETING NEW PEOPLE LEFT AND RIGHT,
AND I MET QUITE A FEW DECENT GUYS THERE, BUT...
NONE OF THEM REALLY TURNED ME ON.
...ARE MY STANDARDS TOO HIGH?
WELL, THIS GUY WAS THE CUTEST OF THE BUNCH, BUT I DIDN'T EXACTLY WANT TO DATE HIM...
NEXT TIME WE DO IT, CAN YOU PUT ON SOME MAKEUP
AND MAYBE DRESS A BIT SEXIER?
I THINK THAT'D TURN ME ON MORE.
HAA...
...OH, YOU HAVEN'T LEFT YET? WHERE IS EVERYONE?
YEAH. SOME WENT TO THE SECOND ROUND, AND I SENT THE REST HOME IN CABS.
...AH, I SEE. ARE YOU HEADING STRAIGHT HOME TOO?
WELL, ACTUALLY...
I WAS THINKING OF HAVING ANOTHER DRINK BY MYSELF.
...OH.
UH... RIGHT NOW? BY YOURSELF?
DO YOU WANT TO JOIN ME FOR ROUND TWO?
U-UH? WITH ME...? T T
IS THAT A NO? HMM?
AH... NOT REALLY A NO, BUT... UM...
THEN... SHALL WE TAKE A LITTLE WALK?
THIS BRINGS BACK MEMORIES. WE USED TO COME HERE ALL THE TIME.
...IT HASN'T BEEN THAT LONG SINCE I GRADUATED...
BUT IT REALLY MUST BE A WHILE FOR YOU...!
YEAH, IT HAS.
...THIS IS AWKWARD.
...OH, ARE YOU SEEING ANYONE RIGHT NOW, BY THE WAY?
...! AH, NOT RIGHT NOW...
REALLY? THAT'S SURPRISING.
YOU'RE CUTE, SO I FIGURED YOU'D BE PRETTY POPULAR.
AH, ARE YOU MAYBE... STAYING SINGLE ON PURPOSE?
HEY, IT'S NOTHING LIKE THAT.
I'M NOT THAT POPULAR...!
...REALLY?
GUESS PEOPLE JUST HAVE NO TASTE.
...WHAT'S THIS? THE MOOD IS TOTALLY...
IS HE...
TRYING TO SLEEP WITH ME...?
...GIVE IT UP, SERIOUSLY...
I MEAN, I'D BE FUCKING GRATEFUL IF WE COULD ACTUALLY DATE, BUT
HE'S DEFINITELY NOT THE TYPE TO INDULGE ME.
SHOULD I TEST THE WATERS?
...DOWON.
MY PLACE IS RIGHT AROUND HERE...
DO YOU WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER DRINK AT MY PLACE INSTEAD OF A BAR?
IS THAT OKAY?
...YEAH.
AH, IT'S A BIT MESSY, THOUGH.
THAT'S FINE. I'M NOT REALLY THAT TIDY, EITHER.
YEAH, RIGHT... YOU...?
SCARED ME...
...WILL THIS BE OKAY?
MAYBE I SHOULD'VE JUST TOLD HIM FROM THE START.
...SHOULD I GRAB MORE DRINKS?
...I SHOULDN’T HAVE TESTED HIM. WHAT HE WANTS IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I WANT, ANYWAY.
YEAH.
WHAT WAS I THINKING, INVITING HIM ALL THE WAY HERE?
I WONDER HOW MANY WE HAVE LEFT...
WHEN I KNOW IT WON’T WORK OUT ANYWAY...
AH...!
S-SORRY...
...IT'S OKAY.
...WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY SO TENSE?
...YOU REALLY ARE FEARLESS.
WHO KNOWS WHAT I MIGHT DO TO YOU.
...HUH?
WHAT KIND OF GIRL SAYS STUFF LIKE THAT?
...I'M NOT JOKING...
ABOUT STUFF LIKE THIS?
HUH?
WHY DIDN’T I REALIZE IT BACK THEN?
JUST HOW MUCH THIS TINY DESIRE WOULD END UP RUINING THIS MAN,
AND HOW MUCH HE WOULD TRY TO SUFFOCATE AND BREAK ME IN TURN.
WHY DID I THINK I’D BE THE EXCEPTION?
ANY HANDSOME GUY WHO’D WANT TO DATE ME
IS EITHER IN A CULT, A MANWHORE,
OR A TOTAL PSYCHO.
LET’S GO TO MY ROOM.
The chapter opens with a tired chat, teasing about ideal types and not dating anyone. Running late to the post-graduation meetup, she jokes with her girlfriends about Dowon; Dowon's interest and the question about Choi Jinwoo come up. At the end of the night, the two go for a walk alone and continue drinking at her place, the tension between them rises and she invites him to her room.
