When the Biting Wind Blows — Chapter 14



Dialogue Transcript
Dialogue Transcript When the Biting Wind Blows — Chapter 14 65
MISTRESS PAULINE...
DO YOU TRULY HARBOR ZERO FAITH IN LADY ANA'S FUTURE?
WHAT PROMPTS YOU TO ASK SUCH A BIZARRE QUESTION OUT OF THE BLUE?
FRANKLY, THIS MATTER HAS WEIGHED ON MY MIND FOR QUITE SOME TIME.
GIVEN THAT YOU COMMAND THE ENTIRE HOUSE- HOLD STAFF,
YOU ARE UNDOUBTEDLY AWARE OF THE CRUEL WHISPERS ECHOING THROUGH THESE CORRIDORS.
HAVING TAUGHT THE GIRL MYSELF, I ADMIT HER ACADEMIC FOUNDATION IS WEAKER THAN PEERS OF NOBLE BIRTH,
YET I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THAT SHORTCOMING AS JUSTIFICATION
FOR ROBBING HER OF THE DIGNITY AND WARMTH OWED TO HER STATION.
THESE TENDER YEARS REPRESENT
THE MOST CRUCIAL CHAPTER IN THE YOUNG MISTRESS'S DEVELOPMENT.
EVERY WORD SHE ABSORBS, EVERY TRIAL SHE FACES, AND EVERY EMOTION SHE FEELS
WILL FORM THE VERY BEDROCK UPON WHICH HER ADULT CHARACTER IS BUILT.
WALK WITH ME.
THERE IS A CERTAIN ROOM YOU NEED TO SEE WITH YOUR OWN EYES.
MY FEET HAVE NEVER ONCE CROSSED THE THRESHOLD OF THIS CORRIDOR...
DURING YOUR YEARS RESIDING IN THE ROYAL CAPITAL,
WHAT TALES REACHED YOUR EARS REGARDING THE TERRITORY OF SKADI?
AFORSAKEN REALM OF SAVAGES SWEPT BY RELENTLESS BLIZZARDS?
A STRONGHOLD CRAWLING WITH BRUTES WHO REVEL IN BLOODSHED?
OR DID THE GOSSIPS CLAIM WE TAKE PLEASURE IN
DRIVING SHARPENED PIKES THROUGH THE HEARTS OF OUR PRISONERS.
RIGHT ON THE MARK
RAISED ON SUCH GRIM ACCOUNTS BY MY MOTHER AND HER MOTHER BEFORE HER... "": WOMEN WHO POURED THEIR VERY SOULS INTO SERVING THIS FORTRESS,
HEARING THOSE STORIES FROM MY MOTHER AND GRAND- MOTHER
I SWORE A SOLEMN VOW TO SPARE NO EFFORT
IN SAFEGUARDING THE HONOR OF THIS HOUSE.
ENSURING THAT NOT A SINGLE STAIN WOULD EVER TARNISH THE SKADI NAME.
OH...
ALL ALONG, THIS WOMAN...
!
AND YET, TO MY OWN ASTONISHMENT, MY RESOLVE HAS BEGUN TO FALTER.
NEVER ONCE IN ALL MY YEARS OF SERVICE HAD I QUESTIONED MY METHODS,
AND EVEN IF THE HEAVENS JUDGED MY STRICTNESS TO BE A CRIME,
I STOOD READY TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES WITHOUT COMPLAINT, HOWEVER...
NEVER BEFORE HAD I WITNESSED THE YOUNG MISTRESS BEHAVE AS SHE DOES NOW.
POURING SUCH EAGER DEVOTION INTO HER DAILY TASKS,
CLINGING STUBBORNLY TO HER LESSONS DESPITE THE DIFFICULTY,
WHILE BEAMING WITH THE CAREFREE JOY OF AN ORDINARY GIRL.
THUS, IF I AM TO SPEAK WITH COMPLETE CANDOR,
MY OWN HEART IS TORN BETWEEN DUTY AND DOUBT.
HER TRUE INTENTIONS ARE FINALLY CLEAR TO ME NOW.
THOUGH HER MANNER OF SPEAKING REMAINS HARSH AND UNYIELDING,
EVERY WORD SHE UTTERS IS BORN OF GENUINE DEVOTION.
WHILE IT REMAINS UNCERTAIN HOW MANY MONTHS I SHALL BE ALLOWED TO DWELL WITHIN THESE WALLS...
I PRAY YOU WILL OBSERVE OUR PROGRESS WITH AN OPEN MIND.
TO ENSURE THE YOUNG MISTRESS BLOSSOMS INTO THE JEWEL OF THIS DUCHY RATHER THAN ITS SHAME,
I SHALL POUR EVERY OUNCE OF MY KNOWLEDGE INTO GUIDING HER STEPS.
AND I HARBOR NO DOUBT THAT WE WILL SUCCEED.
COULD IT BE THAT SHE JUST...
THE YOUNG MISTRESS IS SURELY GROWING IMPATIENT FOR YOUR RETURN,
SO LET US HEAD BACK WITHOUT FURTHER DELAY.
MY EYES DID NOT DECEIVE ME; HER LIPS TRULY CURVED INTO A SMILE.
UNDERSTOOD.
WALKING THE PATH OF AN INSTRUCTOR,
BLESSES ONE WITH RARE, PRECIOUS VICTORIES SUCH AS THIS.
THE INSTANT A GUARDED SOUL LOWERS THEIR SHIELD,
ALLOWING YOU TO CLAIM THEIR
UNWAVERING FAITH.
Slow Down, Please!
EVEN SO...
CEASE STANDING THERE LIKE A STATUE. STEP FORWARD AND STROKE HIS COAT.
HEAVENS HELP ME, TRULY...
WHY IS IT THAT THE VERY INSTANT I FIND MYSELF FACING THE LORD OF SKADI,
EVERY OUNCE OF MY COMPOSURE SHATTERS INTO A MILLION PIECES?!
Chapter Summary
In Chapter 14 of When the Biting Wind Blows, the governess has a serious conversation with housekeeper Mrs. Pauline, questioning her faith in Miss Ana's future. Despite the cruel whispers in the corridors, she argues that Ana's academic weakness does not justify leaving her dishonored, and explains that these years are critical for her character. Pauline takes her to a room she needs to see, explains the terrible rumors about Skadi and her vow to protect the honor of the household, but confesses that her heart is torn between duty and doubt in the face of Ana's eager transformation. The conversation closes with a rare sense of a teacher's triumph of trust and with the excitement of encountering Lord Skadi.

